So, I was thinking today - about how Ellie is getting Married in like...soon- I'm not a math major, thanks.

If I were to give a newlywed advice, what would it be...

1. Don't go to bed angry
2. Don't sweat the little things.
3. always be honest
4. Don't be afraid to let him know what you want.
5. Love, Love, Love, is all we need.

Sounds cheesy but those are things i've dealt with since I've been married, a whole three months! yey!!!

I posted pics on facebook. of my wedding it was fun - i'm bored. ok bye

ok

I have like THE worst headache, and NOTHING will fix it. I wish I could just make it go away. I'm slightly frustrated w/ somethings, mostly family. I just don't like being in situations. Situations that I can't help.. B/c if I could help it I would..

well off to watch american idol :) bye!

settling down

so the weather was fine. As i'm sure you figured out. The shower went on, basically without a hitch. I of course wish more of my girls could have been there. But there are things in life that sometimes just don't work out. I'm waiting for this lady to call aback about this awesome job opportunity. And the longer I wait, the more discouraged I get. Of course the last job I was offered it took them like 3 weeks to call me back so who knows. I work tonite 3-cl and I hope its a good night, I mean, I look cute, and I feel good - but some nights there lately have just been horrible. Too much to do, not enough coverage.I mean I take it as a compliment that they leave me up there a lot by myself. And I like that they look forward to me running the front because there are chances for the rest of them to get some things done. But at the same time..It gets lonely up there. OH well. Hopefully I won't be there for too much longer. Just when dave leaves and things are starting to look up...figures. well - anyways- I'm off to get ready for work, and pray that I don't kill anyone w/ my rude comments tonight. Maybe I'll be calm today.. hahaha

annoyed.

why does bad weather always come on days that I have off, and am going somewhere for something?? like a bridal shower persay??? UGH!!!!

I"m just frustrated w/ so much right now, and that just topped it off...and how its going to be an embarrass beth bash...thanks aunt Marci...you're a fucking sweetie...:(

yupppph

I don't know - totally frustrated w/ the work situation right now. i can't even stand being there. I want to hurl things at certain peoples heads....
Yesterday sucked. I was really angry.. I can't help that i'm not risking my life for you! ugh!!!


how do you make people on your friends list??

saturday mornings

I love Saturday mornings. I wake up, take a shower, get dressed, clean up, start laundry, get Taylor up, put her in the shower, and then I start to relax while the washer whirrrs in the background. I don't work till 5 tonight which is super sweet. 5 hours today, and 5 hours tomorrow, its nice to not be there for more than 8 hours. :)
This new Job hunt thing is totally annoying. I can't believe how hard it is. I just wonder if I"ll ever find the perfect job for me. And D - why cant I just be brads secretary and get a major raise?? how sweet would that be??
My bridal shower is in a few weeks. I'm excited. No clue what to wear, but it will be cool. I wish taylor was coming, but...she is going to Disney on Ice with her mom - which will be awesome for her, don't get me wrong. But she LOVES bridal showers (mine atleast) b/c she gets to open presents haha.

As for everything else in life. I'm happy. as long as I"m not being bothered. I'm sure you know what I mean by that. there are days when I don't want to get out of bed. and I think thats weird, but then I hear like every other person saying the same thing.. I don't do well with this weather...I'd rather be in summer in my moms pool, catching freckles listening to my ipod and reading a good book.

well i'm going to watch 6 feet under. My fav show. Its such dark humor, but its all so true...

adios muchacho.
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the beginning

"SO this is the start of something new, don't you agree?"
Deanna- you inspire me. I haven't written deeply in so long...and reading your journal made me feel like I could get back to it. Thank you. Also- I don't want everyone to know about this...There are certain people I don't want to find me..if you know what I mean...

Love you !!
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