settling down

so the weather was fine. As i'm sure you figured out. The shower went on, basically without a hitch. I of course wish more of my girls could have been there. But there are things in life that sometimes just don't work out. I'm waiting for this lady to call aback about this awesome job opportunity. And the longer I wait, the more discouraged I get. Of course the last job I was offered it took them like 3 weeks to call me back so who knows. I work tonite 3-cl and I hope its a good night, I mean, I look cute, and I feel good - but some nights there lately have just been horrible. Too much to do, not enough coverage.I mean I take it as a compliment that they leave me up there a lot by myself. And I like that they look forward to me running the front because there are chances for the rest of them to get some things done. But at the same time..It gets lonely up there. OH well. Hopefully I won't be there for too much longer. Just when dave leaves and things are starting to look up...figures. well - anyways- I'm off to get ready for work, and pray that I don't kill anyone w/ my rude comments tonight. Maybe I'll be calm today.. hahaha